"Making the decision to have a child - it's momentous. It is to decide forever to have your heart go walking outside your body" ~Elizabeth Stone

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Does life cereal make us live forever?


This was a particularly hard week. I shouldn't complain because all things considered I'm still standing and no more grey hairs were visible than before (I'm not going to look and see just in case. But nonetheless, it was a trying time. Both boys came down with fevers that optimistic me thought would just pass on their own, if not maybe with the help of the all wonderful children's tylenol. This was NOT the case. We went thru chills, belly aches, ridiculously high fevers, throwing up all over Grandma's house on her 70th birthday, and so much more.
Yesterday was the day we finally made it into the doctor...which of course was an all day excursion regardless of the fact its less than five minutes from our house. Both kids underwent a series of probings and tests :( The final verdict (which I am not completely sure I agree with) is that Dylan has an ear infection, a cold,a rash on his face from the abrasiveness of the snot on his skin, and an eye infection. Trenton has the flu, requiring a treatment of Tamiflu, which just sounds scary in my world, and an eye infection. Trent's temperature got so high in the doctors office they stripped him naked and covered his poor little sick limp body in ice packs. I was terrified. I thought I did fine until that point, and I held my composure the whole time...but on the inside I had a meltdown the minute I was sitting there holding my sick little beansprout facing away from me, and every nurse walking in would look at him and get this like expression of pity and worry. It sounds cliche but thats really something a mother never wants to see. I felt better about their states this morning, they were " almost a little good" in Dylans words, and "still not good" in Trenton's. But they are starting to act a little more like themselves. Hope we can kick it soon. My kids never ever really get sick and I miss my little buddies. Trent really scared me a couple times this week. I could live without that.
Especially in the midst of working twice as many hours as I have the whole time I've been there! And the icing on our cake this week... Justin's business computer got a virus and pretty much crashed...resulting in the forced? purchase of him a new laptop and a slough of other goodies. Ahh, deep breaths...and a little Bob Marley and I'll be a new soul!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Knock on Wood...


But life is going very smoothly and well for us lately. The new "career" is way better than I could have expected. I'm going on week three there, and I love the place. I mean for starters, I'm surrounded y good movies, music, and books all day, its totally laid- back, I have my own coffee shop, and apparently I have developed a great reputation because people keep seeking me out to meet me..lol. I have already met so many people I just love in such a short time! Secondly, Trent is doing phenomenal at school ( for a 2.5 yr old) and loves every second of it. The teacher completely made my week on Tuesday by pulling me aside to tell me that in all her years of teaching, shes never come across boys as polite as mine. They are very big on please and thank yous and people eat that up! LOL. The weather has finally begun to shape up and we've had several park- worthy sun filled day in a row now. Today was actually playing soccer/ riding bikes day.. what little boy doesn't love that?! Oh, and I almost forgot today was my first full day of volunteering to help out at the preschool. The teacher asked if I could make it a regular thing, which I am overjoyed to oblige. And, the icing on my cake.. its my annual quarter life crisis haircut time and I found a life long friend that is a Paul Mitchell beauty school queen, who has offered to do it for a faction of what I normally pay. Just knowing a good haircut is in my near future is enough to keep my spirits high! I don't want to jinx myself, and maybe its just this nice cheery weather.. but man I really love life sometimes! I'm so blessed to be supported, encouraged, and completely enveloped in love by such a wonderful husband, and two amazing boys. One should be so lucky to make their acquaintance, and I get to be the queen of their worlds!

Monday, January 25, 2010

The Babyshower!

 




Most people who actually know me, know of my longtime bestfriend Elizabeth (Liz, Lizard, Flizz, etc) Her and I have been wreaking havoc since we were around 12 or 13 together. Times have change, we've both grown up immensely, and we've gone down our own paths... but as we speak Liz is 35 weeks pregnant and due sometime in late February with her first child. Sweet little baby girl Charlotte Grace Welsh! This weekend we ventured together, with good old Caitlin in tow, to the babyshower. I love Liz with all my heart and the thought of a little baby Lizard makes me giddy with excitement. I cant wait for her to get to experience all the priceless, amazing, awe inspiring moments that I know are coming her way. I cant wait for her to hold that little tiny (or not so tiny, 6lbs already!) baby girl up to her chest in the delivery room and fall in love in magnitude that the mind cant even begin to conceive. And then all the little firsts that come after that, first smiles, first laughs, first words, first steps, first booboos, first days of school, etc. I cant wait. I am overjoyed to see my friend get to fall in love with her little baby bump and this little girl that has never met the world yet. I'm also very excited for Dom. He will make a great daddy and its obvious he too is ready to meet her and love her more than he even knows. Its so cute, having experienced all this myself twice now... to see the two of them, ready, but truly, having no idea what to expect, and having no idea how much this is really going to change their lives and them as people. I am proud and humbled to get to be an auntie not by marriage or blood, but by love to sweet baby Charlie, whenever she decides to grace us with her presence in the outside world!~
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Tuesday, January 19, 2010

To New Beginnings




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Two thousand- ten is barely off and rolling and things are already changing. Positive things... today is my first official day at the new job (yay I got it!) and I am very much looking forward to embarking on my adventures outside of Heather Place! Trenton had his first official day of preschool last week. He went for two and a half hours all by himself (plus brother of course) just like a big boy! He loved it, he made a gingerbread man that smelled like cinammon, played with playdough, and colored some pictures. He loved it and cant wait for this thursday. He will be going once a week for now till we see how it works out with our new scheduling commitments (work), and all.
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The third major thing was that Jake and Tuck made the big move, goodbye California, hello Colorado! It was a long journey but we were all happy to hear that had made it safely, and we hope they have fun there! Its sad to hear the kids wonder where Jake is, and why he hasnt come back yet... but its exciting to get to see Jake go off and follow what he wants to do. Oh to be young! lol.. but how fun for him. jake leaving 002

Monday, January 11, 2010

Welcome to 2010!

So my blog has been neglected in the wake of the holiday season.. I'm trying to recover I swear! We had a wonderful Christmas, or I should say Christmases. To this day I have not found homes for the new toys that have taken over our humble abode. Its slighlty ridiculous.

We had a big party this weekend for my brother in law. At the ripe age of "just shy of 21" he's embarking on a new life in Colorado. He'll be great there and love it, I'm sure without doubt. He will be missed my a lot of loving family members and friends though.. it just wont be the same without him.

Other than that the only other event in our lives these past few weeks is that I went for my first job interview in a long long time this morning. It was nothing amazing.. just a regular little position at Barnes & Nobles... but I think it could be agreat opportunity to get out of the house a bit, maybe expand my "need to read" list.. and hopefully make some friends. I feel very good about the interview.. but I guess time will tell if I get a call back or not. We'll see ;) I'm actually kind of indifferent because the thought of leaving my boys at all makes me a little sad, so if I dont get the job it will still be alllll good! Thats about it for now. Beef stew and delicious french bread are cooking now.. and my belly was ready for dinner at lunch time... so I'm going to go watch it cook since we all know that makes it cook faster!

Monday, December 14, 2009

We went to see Santa!


We got brave and dressed the little ones up and took them on the 30 or so minute journey to the mall (aka the north pole) to see Santa claus. I was actually very suprised at how good they were. I dont recall any running, crying, fit throwing, or other random embrassment. There was no wait at all to see Santa, and the boys were a little in awe of how he was just right there, so they stayed back and kind of hid behind a sign for a few minutes and just watched him. When we finally got up there, Trenton's first mission was to make sure Santa acknowledged his nice sweater. =) Then they both hopped up, Dylan rattled off his list of things he wanted, the one I remember is a dinosaur with a remote control that really walks. Trenton was awe struck after the sweater thing and couldnt make any words come out. His lips were moving, but no sound. Santa laughed at him and asked him if he liked to talk to himself. Finally Trenton spotted some big fake wrapped presents under Santas tree, and decided that he wanted one of those. Santa told him they were fake so Trent said he just wants a big pretty box for Christmas! We capped off out our afternoon out with lunch... again..I was amazed at the lack of melt downs, that almost never happens... and then a ride on the carousel for everyone. Yay..mom loves nothing more than spinning around over and over right after lunch! It was really a lot of fun though. I love spending days like that with the family!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

ahh..winter!




Getting ready for the holidays this week at our house. We put up a few lights outside, icicle lights for the boys' bedroom, and of course our stockings and Christmas tree. That was an experience. This was the first year I've had TWO boys big enough to help hang ornaments. Lets just say it was rough...lol. The Trenton damage count at the end of the day was four ornaments, a salt to my snowman salt and pepper shakers, a picture frame, and a little old car with santa driving it that had belonged to my grandpa. It was more damage than I had expected, but I cant be mad, he's only two.. and most of it just needs some super glue. It turned out very pretty though. I love our new house. Christmas decorating sucked at the old house. No matter what I did it was cold, big and stark white. This house is warm and cozy and perfect. Theres a big cold wave going thtough right now, apparently it snowed here but we all slept through it. The evidence is all over Mt. Diablo. I've never seen it that covered in snow before. Very exciting! Except its bitterly cold outside all day long so that kind of sucks. Grandma Lois went into the emergency room today with fluid around her heart, so we're keeping her in our thoughts. We love you Grandma!